2010-01-02T23:20:00.001+08:00

Life is short;they said.Learn to live it what it last.

2009-07-10T10:53:00.003+08:00

Fairytales?Is there such things?Hahs.To me it died along with my past hopes.Now I only put my faith to god,reality & fate.I'm not gonna be as gullible as I once was.New home,new beginning & a brand new life.I wanna start everything afresh!Bestfriends will still be them(:Noone ever in any lifetymes can replace them.Shout out to Suzana!I MISS YOU MANY♥I wanna start everything with a new leaf.Like

2009-06-10T20:18:00.002+08:00

suddenly my very heart aches.suddenly my eyes starts to tear.suddenly my lips quivered.suddenly my sweats breaks.why is this so?why do i fl so fearful?why do i fl like giving up?why even before i start? After ALL THESE YEARS?!!!why now?why now?I cnt take this.i swear i'm sick and tired of all tt happen before.i dun want any of it to repeat!i dun wanna sit @ home;hiding in my bedroom.sobbing into

2009-06-09T20:59:00.005+08:00

Stupid Cupid was trying to strike again!BUT NO WAY.i'll never let him cross my way!Enough is enough.I dun wish to cry no more.I dun wish to be feeling unappreciated no more!Seriously, I say enough is enough!Go away,Shoo!Scram!Just leave.I'll let you know when I need you.For now LEAVE ME ALONE!Quoted By Zeerah♥Bercinta memang mudah,untuk dicintai juga memang mudah.Tapi untuk dicintai oleh orang

2009-05-28T03:09:00.001+08:00

i simply love this show.the love.the purity of it all.in the midst of a lie.do such guys exist?

2009-05-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

Could You Be The One For Me? Could you be the one for me?Could you be my find?Could it be, after all this time,Fate is going to be kind?Could you be the one for me,The one to help me forgetThe man that broke my heart, my soulThe man that haunts me yet?You tell me that I'm beautifulSomething I've never heardBut the one still lives here in my mindThat couldn't spare a kind wordIt's going

2009-05-17T18:22:00.002+08:00

:( i feel so lost.i don't belong anywhere.feel like an outkast.people have tried.but i just don't know why i brushed them aside.feel like a wreck.a total wreck.life feels meaningless right now.i don't know what i need.what i want.i just feel confused and hopelessly down. You have no fcuking right to wreck my family.FCUK OFF!or i'll personally grind you into pieces.KNN!

2009-04-26T14:06:00.002+08:00

when what you do doesn't mean much to others,would you still wanna do it?i'm just tired.fatigued with the fact tt i do all i can for ppl i love but nvr ever receivesthe credit for it.i'm really tired of this.don't be surprised to not see me anymore as part of your life.i just don't see the reasonto continue in the game anymore.i'm just sick and tired for not being cared for.not even receiving

2009-03-25T15:26:00.002+08:00

CSP lessons is a great deal of FUN(:i really managed to enjoy myself.and make a lot of friends.those who may or may not last..thank god i joined this course.i learnt a lot of lessons.the true sincerity of joining e service industry.hahhaas.had to sashay in front of 22 curious eyes with confidence..lols..i managed to complete tt course with some shy movements and what nots.but i managed to do

2009-02-20T15:50:00.002+08:00

kinda badly addicted to twilight saga.now i'm @ e second book: new moon.it's really sweet.so surreal.so wishful.sighs.they're everyone dream couple.perfect with all e minor squabbles.tts insignificant if u see it indepth.the power of their love was simply divine.so overpowering.so sincere.where everything simply overrules in love.nth is wrong nor sinful.it's so beautiful tt it left me in

2009-02-13T02:54:00.007+08:00

You control your destiny and future.Noone but you.somehow life seems incomplete.i'm happy[= being with ur family has its hidden bliss.it gave me e sense of serenity.a peaceful within.an achievement of some sort.i learnt the meaning of love.it dun just exist in adam and eve.but in any bond tt live.i'm glad i've turned to e right aim.to gladly repay what i owe..but something still feel amiss.just

2009-01-27T00:04:00.006+08:00

live life to the fullest they say.but how do i do tt?when ppl just dun wish to undrstd u.well.once agn i've got noone to blamebut my ownself.i just dun wish to share.i just dun wish to trouble my besties anymore.they've done a great job on their side.but i didn't do my part:(all i'm filled with is sadness,emos.nth but tt.i tried to pull myselftogether agn.but each tyme i doi crumble and fall.i'm

2009-01-25T23:02:00.007+08:00

two important necessities in my life.family and friendship,if u bother read thru and comprehend.perhaps u may get an answer to ur question.tika dan saat ini.hatiku dilanda badai kencang.entah kemana arah harus ku tuju.keduanya penting buat ku;persahabatan yg amat lama dan keluarga yg membesarkan ku hingga kini.sebuah persahabatan yg amat aku kasihi.kerna dia sahabat yg sanggup berkorban

2009-01-23T01:06:00.004+08:00

2009-01-20T01:29:00.004+08:00

tired.emo~bleargh.troubles:(loner.yeah i guess its purrfectly human to err(:i h8 being emo..but it's like a part of me.i cnt stop feeling sad and down totally at a certaintyme.to e extent tt i dun even hve a valid reason to be sad.rly is weird.and i hate it so much.sighs.sth just feels amiss and nth i do feels ryte.like sth's missing n thanks to tt i'm emo.

2008-12-31T03:51:00.035+08:00

The year is coming to an end yet agn. Never really felt like a year has gone by. Just felt like it was too fast. Perhaps the little time spent being happy; Triggered that very feeling. Most of the time spent was lamenting my life. Let’s recap on a monthly basis on what happened this year. RECAP of the year 2008: JANUARY… * Exactly @ 12 am(New Year’s) ; had my first alcohol. * Spent this

2008-12-28T01:11:00.002+08:00

MIZunderstood!sick of tt.if u think i'm hypocritical!one advice:don't bother talking to me.as i said i'm CONTENTED tohave 2 bestfriends in this whole wide world.pilar & mellie = sufficient necessity for me to live in e e name of friendship!they're e reason tt word exist!it's not easy to break us up.i thank god for that,for this beautiful friendship!nth else matters tt very much compared to tt.it

2008-12-22T01:53:00.002+08:00

5 things i accomplished this year:1. incomplete heart!2. broken friendships!3. disappointments.utter disappointments.4. no improvements.5.dejectful year-end but it was a lovely start:(sighs,wondering if my friends willunderstand if i were to mia for this endof year.i just lost tt chirpy touch.all of me is fake for now.i am just lost;in this world of deceptions.all of my perspective of life as it

2008-12-06T01:02:00.003+08:00

Karma seemed the Cruel-est thing right now.i believe in angel.things will constantly change.nth remains e same.& i'm tt broken angel.love is never lasting.lust is e major doom.what seemed sky high,fell before it cld bloom.Beauty don't seem to linger.For it will fade away.To be able to foresee it,Is the real beauty hidden.Trusting someone with your all.Is like giving your heart away.And believing

2008-12-04T00:24:00.002+08:00

from me to you: I promise you I'm always there When your heart is filled with sorrow And despair I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sandDON'T SPEAK! ;; specially dedicated to you.You and me We used to be together Everyday together always I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believe This could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And

2008-12-02T02:55:00.003+08:00

you're still the one...god knows how long it'll takeme to move on from this love.from this cloudy moments.to let him go with an open heart.to let him love freely.cos he wasn't mine to start with.maybe he just wasn't meant for me.come on nora.you're strong.you can go on fine.force yourself okayi'll let u go;if tts what u want me to do(:i wish u all e best boyy..soldier boy;all e beautiful memories

2008-11-30T00:49:00.002+08:00

life's a mess:(everything is.sighs.when i fl like it's allfalling back into place.things just had to fall apart again.there's a danger in loving somebody too much.and i could never change you.i will never blame you.you don't have to be at fault.like a fool who will never see the truth.i keep thinking something's gonna change.But only love can saytry again or walk awayBut I believe for you and

2008-11-23T02:13:00.005+08:00

It hurts to be in love, when the only one you loveturns out to be someone who´s not in love with you.It hurts to love him sowhen deep down inside you know,he will never want you, no matter what you do.and so you cry a little bitoh you die a little bit Day and night, night and dayit hurts to be in love this way.how long can I exist?wanting lips I´ve never kissedhe gives all his kisses, to

2008-11-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

Friday night beneath the starsIn a field behind your yardYou and I are paintin' pictures in the skyAnd sometimes we don't say a thingJust listen to the crickets singEverything I need is right here by my side And I know everything about you I don't wanna live without you I'm only up when you're not down Don't wanna fly if you're still on the groundIt's like no matter what I doWell you drive me

2008-11-14T03:00:00.005+08:00

Hmmms...over agn @ my besty's place.but didn't tell mummy abt it.sighs.i fl bad.but i dunnoe.i justdun fl like it.u noe.just fl nicer over @ someone's else'splace rather than my own.if u noe wad i mean.feels good to be ard ppl(:happy ppl esp.lols.ppl who always laugh andjoke ard.it's rly nice mann(:

2008-11-12T20:30:00.004+08:00

Aunty Bernadette D'CruzHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AUNTY(:SO FAST HUH 48 YEARS HAS PASSED.OHMY..BUT AUNTY MAY U ALWAYS BE BLESSED WITH GOOD HEALTH AND PROSPERITY(:i love with 2nd mother(:you're e swittest mummy EVER(:sick and tired of this whole thing.why can't i just be emotionless.and not care or feel e fcuking emotion CALLED love..it just simply sucks.heard it?SERIOUSLY FCUK IT?HEARD IT?

2008-11-11T18:59:00.003+08:00

Name 15 people. At the end of the survey, choose 10 people to tag.Name the people before reading the question. (Random Order)[P.S; It doesn't matter if I put you 1st or the 15th or in between, cause you guys are all equally special to me alright? So if you didn't make it to this list, too bad, you haven't made much of an impact in my life then, TRY HARDER!)1.Pilar2.Mellie Bellie3.Theo4.Nicholas5.

2008-11-10T04:47:00.003+08:00

LOVE IS NOT AN EASY GAME TO PLAY.PERIODlove sucks.hurhur.i miss him so much.but i'm living in denial.sighs.sooo blardyy sadd laa.why can't i just be normalfor a bit and be who i was.to stop being this emo shitt.hurhurhurhurhurhur..i wanna be e one to cheer his day up.instead of being e one who alwaysbrings his day down.know wad i mean.it's just stupid of me laa.urghs.when i have e best thingtt i

2008-11-09T00:51:00.008+08:00

HEARTACHES.TEARS.♥ ♥ ♥just ended e day badly.doomed forever.fls empty w/o ur texts.sighs.bn waiting for ur text all day/all nyte long.didn't slp a wink e whole of yest nyte.sighs.stayed awake to wait forur text.but none came.sadly.i guess u're better off w/o me ard. TO ALL MY LOVE ONES(to those who do cre):♥ sorry if i stop contacting you all for awhile.♥ i really need to find myself back.♥ i'm

2008-11-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

it's hard to wait around for something that you know might not happen but its even harder to give up,when you know it's everything you ever wanted.LIFE IS MEANINGLESS;tears all seemed to have dried up somehow.nth seems to flow thru me.whatever i read or hear.it just passes thru me.or maybe in me and it settles deep in.i dun wish to react anymore.seriously.like i think what i've always wanted.was

2008-11-04T03:38:00.008+08:00

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2008-10-30T12:39:00.002+08:00

i simply wish for genuine simplicity inmy already derived complicated lifestyle.i just want sth unreal.serenity.i want to learn new things serendipitously.it's rather tormenting to realise the fact ttwe have to part with our adolescent lifeand build onto a whole new beginning.e very fact of parting with ur childhood hurts.i just wanna remain e kid i am in me.and nvr change in any way or how

2008-10-29T04:15:00.000+08:00

i re-edit e whole pic.LOLS.this is my virgin attempt.cool or wad?LOLS.for e template thingyy.hehs.so been idling myself @ hme.didn't wish to go to work.just felt restless andincomplete.tt stupid feelingnvr go away.it seems to hurtfar too much.all this weirdhappenings.all this feelings in me.they came in all @ e wrong tyme.e feeling of being used.e feeling of being un-cared for.e feeling of being

2008-10-27T02:18:00.003+08:00

i miss us.sighs..e three of us.like all of us havetotally diff purposes in life now.tt we're all so distant):each occupied with our ownresponsibilities.sighs.who says it's easy to mantain afriendship?try having it.only then will u undrstd.issues tt cn destroy a friendship.envious ppl cn also play a part.i miss those tymes in SAC.where we'll mit everyday.lols.fytes and misunderstandingplays e most

2008-10-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

hahas..my raya clothes(:hmmmms.tt was rathersupposed to be updated long ago.but WTH(:so much happened in such shortperiod of tyme ):why is my dad shoo-ing me off):he like cnt wait to see memarried.sighs..i dun wish to be.arghhhs.will arranged marriage beprosperous?arghs.i rly dun wish tonoe nor anything can.as i saidin my previous entry,even if i marry this mr whoever.he'll just have me

2008-10-21T02:00:00.002+08:00

this is such a gloomy day for me ):i had a fab 5 days stay @ my bestyy's place.those days rly made my days(:i swear i nvr had so much fun for such a long tyme.they were really gr8.everyone was.i'd love to stay forever.but well;true as it is,it's hme tt i belong in.haiz.supposedly thou i fl mre @ hme @ besty's place.but heck;i'm nt borned there..so e bday surprise went gr8.everything was fyne rly(

2008-10-05T17:47:00.002+08:00

it's weird sometymes;when u sit dwn and think.abt ur past.and at tymes u terriblymiss bits of its.but well things tt made u sadseems to make u happy now.and thinks tt made u happyseems to make u sad now.things tt used to tke ur breath away;only seems to disgust u to e max now.ppl whom u tot u cld survive without;turn out to be e major reason u're still breathing nw.ppl whom u tot was ur every

2008-09-29T00:10:00.006+08:00

lotsa stuffs been happening lately.but i wld like to set aside all tt has past.and live e day as it is.i've quit anticipating nor brooding.i live for e moments.if it's fun(: then thank god.if it's horrifying): then still thank god.for i believe tt there's a reason to why things are tt way(:for soldier boy;i've alrdy stopped hoping.and wishing tt things wld change.i guess it's not much of a use.i

2008-09-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

nora is a lost child.it's sad-ed to say.she's lost in a world torn by changes.she feels like a S.L.U.T.acting like a complete W.H.O.R.E.when fact is:she ISN'T!she did all these cos of e dead end;tt her love for him brought her.he claims it's completely FORBIDDEN.but she thinks with tt trust and respecthe has for her;wld be e pillar of strengthfor all ups and downs in thisjourney of their love

2008-09-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

feeling e constant blues.keep hiding it all from u.each tyme our eyes meet,i just fell all over agn.each tyme courage n strengthcame hand in hand to let u go;u came by and destroyed them agn.i just dunnoe how to notlove u as what i've always loved u as.i cnt make myself love u as a friend.i simply cnt.sighs.e crazy things i've done.to attempt to get ridof u from my mind.just didn't seem to

2008-09-09T05:50:00.005+08:00

went to town to mit this kookoo(see shown pics).we share one thing in common;archie comics.lols.she's e laughter in my life laaa.lols.gr8 friend(: pure coincidental how we met.lols.my MAJOR crush(when i was crook) turn outto be my friend now.lols.used to be soo crazyy overher laa.lols.will like go all out to text her on friendsterall.but she ignored me.pffft.then when i turn str8and freaking in

2008-09-07T22:04:00.003+08:00

CAPRICORN & SCORPIO: Not bad at all. You both understand one another perfectly and can appreciate the same values and directions. Sexually you can dance superbly together.CAPRICORN & TAURUS: You both have the same regard for quality and money. This is almost a match made in heaven. Sexually adequate and certainly a long lasting alliance.

2008-09-06T17:49:00.003+08:00

.:.:.Venting it ALL out.:.:.You asked me to simply be your bestfriend.You put it so straight that i cld my heart breaking.But what do you care.It's only my heart.Not yours.You once told me;the only wy i can see you happy;Is for me to be happy.But how can i?Knowing the very fact that my love is all that is.Love is complex thing of all.And you know you love someone;When you can never go on a

2008-09-06T17:10:00.002+08:00

Frustrations.*You know you have real love when you have found someone whogets you to your best and can handle you at your worst.*I wished i knew if you really do loved me.I feel like i'm being played and it hurts.I wished i could be with you every second of the day.But all you did was to push me away.I really do wish i could be your everything.But all you wanted me to be was to stay just as

2008-09-06T05:58:00.002+08:00

Friendster Comments / Myspace Layouts / Friendster Comment(: nice quote there.hehes.life's bn quite a roller coaster baby.lols.was so set to turn myself into a total bitchy bitch.but then one fyne nyte,i decided to sit dwn and think agn.was tt rly what i want?will i rly gain anything from it?all thanks to tt urghs dreams.rather a nytemare i shld put it.i woke up with cold sweats.and feeling ever

2008-07-31T10:24:00.002+08:00

it's sad how when we really wished and hoped forsth to happen in our lives,it never do.it's even more sad when when it does,we either takeit for granted or tend to overlook it.it's even more rueful to disregard e precious thing tts already right under your nose,for something you've bn busy looking for all ur life.it's atrocious when you push people aside foryour own selfish needs.it's a saddening

2008-07-11T16:19:00.002+08:00

hmmmms.life rly isn't predictable.what u expect.u dun get.what u don't expect.may be what u'll get.lychee martini madness.lols.(: hooked up to it.the arena is e love(: working is gr8.he and me:great i suppose(:lesbian nyte:fun.bestyy nyte out:sucky THEN awesome.life as whole:tolerable.

2008-06-16T11:02:00.002+08:00

urghs.st james was splendid.but some of ur actions hurts me.but i was still strong enough to keep tt smile on my face(:life's been a real roller coaster ryde.now tt u've known alltt's bn kept deep dwn.i fl much relieved.no more worries of losing uto a perfect stranger.and no more insecurities oflosing u afterall.but haiz.i dunnoe.tt uneasy feeling will nvr go away.only god knows wad i fl ryte

2008-06-13T13:21:00.002+08:00

LOVE.define it(:my version: being beside you.staring deep into ur eyes.and nvr wanna let go.

2008-05-26T09:41:00.002+08:00

life's been really a great roller coaster ryde(:bn fun and enjoyable.thanks dearest mr volley(:u're eeeeee best.hehes.for those clubbing moments(:@ tantrics and sometymes play.very very extrememly memoriable.you're my angel in disguise(:It don't make no differenceEscaping one last timeIt's easier to believe In this sweet madness ohThis glorious sadness That brings me to my knees

2008-05-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't seeThat I want and I'm needing everything that we should beI'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks aboutAnd she's got everything that I have to live withoutDrew talks to me, I laugh 'cause It's so damn funnyThat I can't even see anyone when he's with meHe says he's so in love, he's finally got it rightI wonder if he knows he's all I think about at

2008-05-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

You...Do you remember me?Like I remember you?Do you spend your lifegoing back in your mind to that timeCause II walk the streets aloneI hate being on my ownand everyone can see that I really felland I'm going through hellthinking about you with somebody elseSomebody wants yousomebody needs yousomebody dreams about you every single nightSomebody can't breathe without you it's lonelysomebody hopes

2008-05-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

u'll be gone for a wk:(and i hve to survivewithout ur msges.sighs.how am i to concentrate on my work?u are my source of motivation.u're e reasonfor my strength.e reason for everything meaningful in my life.argh.frustrations.but i really wanna thank ufor calling me before u surrendered ur phone.tt means a lot to me.at least after such a long tymei got to hear ur voice(:it soothes this aching

2008-04-27T00:59:00.000+08:00

(: me and my life.absence makes the heart grows fonder.how true is tt.u're so far away from me.yet i'm still in love.very much with uu..arghhhs.wo ai ni laa.hahas.kay kayy.he;s still in camp:( stuck there till forever.how sad cn it get?he's nt booking out till next next wk.booo: ( and worst parthe's sick.haiyo poor thing laa.GOD.please let himget well soon..make him well before his field trip.so

2008-04-24T22:21:00.001+08:00

Your fingertips across my skin,the palm trees swaying in the windimagesYou sang me spanish lullabies,the sweetest sadness in your eyesclever trickI'd never want to see you unhappy,I thought you'd want the same for meChorus:Goodbye my almost loverGoodbye my hopeless dreamI'm trying not to think about youCan't you just let me be?So long my luckless romanceMy back is turned on youI should have known

2008-04-18T10:39:00.001+08:00

heartbroken.hurt.sadness.tears.anguished.disappointed.very disappointed.

2008-04-16T01:46:00.000+08:00

Your fingertips across my skin, the palm trees swaying in the wind images You sang me spanish lullabies, the sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick I'd never want to see you unhappy, I thought you'd want the same for me Chorus: Goodbye my almost lover Goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long my luckless romance My back is turned on you I

2008-04-15T00:01:00.003+08:00

So many times I was alone and couldn't sleepYou left me drowning in the tears of memoryAnd ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe'Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't seeA thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyesBut time's been healing me and I say good-bye...'Cause I can breathe again, dream againI'll be on the road againLike it used to be the other dayNow I feel

2008-04-14T23:57:00.001+08:00

So there you areAgain, you're circling all aroundIf you could only touch me nowStranger from the pastDon't hesitateNow we're standing face to faceIf heaven is the only placeWould you take my hand?Just tell me, what do you want from me?This love in the first degreeTell me why, every time, I feel your eyes all over me...Tell me, what do you want from me?Are you man enough to seeThat it's time to

2008-04-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

I can see it in your eyesno more tears, no alibis,I'm still in love with you.There's so much I gotta show,I will never let you go,but will I know for sure...Come take me by the handthe summer never ends,And I wanna knowThat you believe in love again,Please tell me now it's not the end'cause this I promise you so true,The summer belongs to you.'Cause you believe in love again,How can I make you

2008-04-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

sighs.i'm hurting myself.e hurt.e aches.only god knows.sighs.what more do i hve to sacrifice?sighs.what more do i hve to succumb?sighs.what more do i stick by?sighs.I JUST FCUKING WISH u knew hw deep is this love!!

2008-04-01T01:16:00.004+08:00

together,these two enjoy a loving relationship,learn thevalue of being a pair,and grow and mature as individuals.they might be cautious at first,but will discover a profoundconnection of friendship and loyalty.lovescope:scorpio and capricorn(:i think i've had quite enough for now.be it from u.ur friend.or whoever.i hve enough on my shoulders alrdy.quite enough.my parents.my messed uplife.let me

2008-03-30T05:29:00.002+08:00

tantric was loved(:thanks guys for ureffort to cheer me up.despite all e nonsensethings i've done.theo darling.kakak and kidd(:it was a great nyte indeed.love u guys to e maxx..thanks kak 4 all e drinks.e 3 cups of lychee martinis.and theo for tt whole jugg ofcranberry vodka(:for e first tyme.i got a lil too tipsy.haiyoo.bt okay lahh.manage to regain my sense by eend of e day(:when i reached

2008-03-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

both my hands feels sore.after all tt(:but it sure feels gd.fcuk myself.i fcuking deserve to die.for all i've done.haiz.they(everyone ard me)deserve much morethan this ugly fcuker like me.arghhs.damn it.i'm such a bummer.a useless one tt is.

2008-03-21T05:06:00.003+08:00

well.let's talk abt yest cum today.i just cme bck from PLAY..first i went to sac to mit lala and mellie..they had photoshoot.so after tt ended.lala went off to sweet home.then off we go to mellie's place.@ mellie's place..waited for her to get rdy and all...then off we went to meet vanvan.after tt we went off to PLAY..waited 4 nadd there.once nadd reached.we went into PLAY..vanvan helped us

2008-03-16T22:51:00.002+08:00

"Your words may have broken me,But I still stand tall...Hoping you'll realise how much you mean to me,And that someday you'll hold my hand through it all..."quoted from some diary of someone i dun exactly noe(:but it's a nice saying ryte?i think it's nice.simple yet sweet.and it totally describe what i'm going thru somewhatt.to be uncertain abt things is sucha sucky feeling.and to always be there

2008-03-07T01:15:00.004+08:00

sighs i tend to over react i guess):i'm sorry.haiz...tts my major weakness.i over-think.and i over-react too much.YOU SUCK NORA!BIG TYME!well.things went pretty well todayy..met lala and su and mellie @ bugis todayy.it was okayy..theyy hadd lunch @ bugissoup spoon..think tts e new hangout place.hotness.great food(:then went to send them to skul.after tt went to kallang leisure park.quite okayy

2008-03-06T01:50:00.002+08:00

FCUK LOVE!tts my final say.u proved tt u're e sameas the rest of those fcuking butches!thanks.don't bother anymore.cos i won't.thanks 4 e memories.it was sweet.but now to u it meant nth anymore.sighs.cldn't i be blinder.to not see u thru.to actually believed in ur love.and waited ryte here.while u said u needed sometyme alone.HAHS!FCUK IT!-roll eyes

2008-02-29T03:03:00.002+08:00

you don't know how much you mean to me.whenever you fall u noe tt u cn lean on me.no matter the situation.i'm gonna hold you dwn.begitu cepat cintamu berpaling.adakah salah diriku?ataupun engkau yg sudah jemu.mungkin diri ini sudah tidakdiperlukan lagi.mungkin juga sudah digantikndgn yg lain):apakah salahku.sedaya upaya aku cubautk tidak menggores hatimu.namun hatiku sendiri yg terguris.apa

2008-02-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

Besar kesilapanku besar lagi kesilapanmuHampa yang kau rasakan hampa lagi perasaankuKau cuba menyatakan akuMenbuat kesilapanYang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagiKu tak mungkin kau perlu di sisiBesar kesalahanku besar lagi keegoanmuBerkali ku beri alasan berkali-kali kau menolaknyaKau ingin ku menyatakanDiri ini bagai lilinDan terbakar oleh perbuatanmuSuasana sepi kini menambahkan beningDi dalam

2008-02-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

to rul:i'm really sorry to hear abt it.do tke cre dear..losing ur loved ones is a real painful process.trust mei've gone thru it.i totally undrstd.but do kp in mindtt god loves him more than you do okay?rest assured he's saferand much happier atthe other side(:do cheer up aites dear?now all u cn do isshower him with ur prayers.-huggs.u've tried ur bestto be there by him.i'm sure he'll verymuch

2008-02-17T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hetty Sarlene - Siapa Diri Ku Di Sisi Mu Hembusan angin bagai membawa beritaBerita yang mengecewakan kuApa yang terjadi bukan yang ku impikanNamun ku tabahkan hati ini (Bridge)Sayangku…ku tahu kau tak ingin beginiTapi kau sanggup lakukannyaBetapa hatiku hancur musnah berderaianTidak seorang pun yang memahamiHati dan perasaanku (Korus)Kerna cintaimu ku jadi beginiKerna sayangkan mu

2008-02-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

it's valentine's baby(:thanks a lot suzana aka my ptgf.she's e sweetest(:well.sorry to start out terriblywrong.i cme late.agn):sorry suzana.sincere apology.but u and i noe.ttthis will probably repeat itself.hehes.i suck @ managingmy tyme.lols.but whatever it is.it was totally fine(:the dinner @ thai's accentwas simply luscious..tt divine taste of tomyam.wheehoooo...lols...and of crse...u and ur

2008-02-09T05:04:00.000+08:00

cny was great i guess.went over theo's,tobias's and mervis'splace.hahahahas.all same place lahhs.lols.wheeeeeee.......their father cn cook gr8 dish(:had fun watching him cook.lols.and their lil kidd is sooo cute.lols...tt lil baby(:forever running ard.hehs.so adorable...i love baby's language(:like let's go bye bye.translate: let's go out.play ball play balltranslate: let's go play

2008-02-07T00:16:00.000+08:00

my dinner @ pastamania.his drink.our foood.lols.he pushed all to one side.cos i wanted to play with it..hurhur....he makes fun of me cos i tke pics of everything i find cute.hurhur.this is him lah.hahas.gack teo.kookoo.today went to accompany teo go shopping(:shop 4 his cny stuffs.@ vivo.but only managed to get jeans.hahas..then lepaks lahhh...tt kookoo.but i had fun with him(:he didn't

2008-02-05T01:45:00.000+08:00

Another day has goneI'm still all aloneHow could this beYou're not here with meYou never said goodbyeSomeone tell me whyDid you have to goAnd leave my world so coldEveryday I sit and ask myselfHow did love slip awaySomething whispers in my ear and saysThat you are not aloneFor I am here with youThough you're far awayI am here to stayBut you are not aloneFor I am here with youThough we're far

2008-02-04T00:12:00.001+08:00

you can't make someone love you.all you cn do is be someone who cn be loved.the rest is up to the person to realise your worth.hmmmms.life's bn complicated.today i worked.got a lil too pissed overtrivials shiiittts.i fl bad 4 shouting @ aunty.i'm sorry.i didn't mean to.haiz.but there were too many customers...and i got a lil too cranky.cos i hate customers.sighhh.cos i fl so plastic infront of

2008-02-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

Boy when I first met youI thought you were the most perfect manThat I ever seenI still don't understand whyYou treat me like you doI use to give into your liesBut now I see the truthOh no I don't want to hear it all throughYea I know I'll still be missing youBut it's not worth the painThat give from youYou made me feelUnappreciatedshow me dear.show me that you love me.gimme the meaning to

2008-01-31T02:22:00.000+08:00

walau bunga kembang setaman,bunga mawar masih dipuja,walau ramai menjadi teman,namun dalam hatiku engkaulah sahajakata-kata jgn dibuat main.kerana kata badan binasa.perasaanku jgn sekali dipermain.kerana hati senang terasa.Budak sekolah berbekalkan susuPergi berkelah mengutip lokanMengapa adik diam membisuKalau salah harap maafkanbukan diam tanda membisu.tetapi lidah menjadi kelu.entah kemana

2008-01-30T11:02:00.000+08:00

Matta - Ketahuan Dari awal aku tak pernahpercaya kata-katamuKarena ku hanya melihatsemua dari parasmu Terakhir kau bilang padaku..kau takkan pernah selingkuhTetapi ternyata dirimu..bermain di belakangku ** Saat ku melihatmukau sedang bermesraandengan seorang..yang ku kenal… O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..pacaran lagi..dengan dirinya..teman baikku… O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..pacaran lagi..dengan dirinya.

2008-01-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

PILAR I MISS U SO BADLY!HRMPH.today isn't one of my happiest day:Dfaking is nvr easy 4 me.sorry.i had to show my true selfto u yest.hahs.felt e cold shoulder?maybe it's cos i dun fl like liking u.sorryy.i dun fl like it ryte nw.just nw met someone new.but i'm sorry u.u're not e type i'm looking 4.u're utterly swit and nice.but nt my cup of tea.sorry dear:D you totallydeserve someone better.much

2008-01-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

i'm weak:(seriously weak.enough said.enough done.i got it now.i was just plain dumb.dumb and blind to see.all these while.ppl i called friends.weren't friends afterall.i fell in and out of love.surprise?nahhh.u ought not to be.it's a normal thing seriously:)

2008-01-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

she was sweet.but sth she saidmade my heart sank.sighs.i dunnoe why.who has her heart.me or her?i really dunnoe.i seriously dunnoewhy am i even affected.shldn't i be happy ifshe likes her.i mean what's best 4her is best 4 me too?sighs.i dunnoe.i simply dun wish to cre norbother hurting myself anymore.i hate love.it's too complicated.too bizarre.too tormenting.too heart-wrenching.i love.i hurt.i

2008-01-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

I gave my heart to youI set my standards highI laid my eyes on you,I laughed and cried with you,I told you my hopes and dreams,My Love and Fears.My tears I shed all over your shoulder.In the end,I came to see that you werethe only guy I could ever trust.When I see you,my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness.When we talk, I can feel the load unloadwith soothing words from you.I have

2008-01-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes people say one thing but means another.i'm sick and tired of butches who are plain players.first say one.then another.hrmph.and sometymes bestfriends cn be ur worst enemies.why am i even affected seriously???goshh.but why is it ALWAYS her????arghhh.dun wish to cre anymore.i'm going with e flow.i hate myself 4 falling so fcuking easily:(sorry put e blame on me.wish u all e best...

2008-01-03T14:00:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY LIST:`all i want for my birthday is you.just you.that's all.

2008-01-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

here's some of the pics i owe:Dmudpie from HARD ROCK CAFE:Dyou soooo know who baked this:Dteo's 2nd gf.e hot hot thurston arlando:Dchristmasyyy @ lala's place.my pretty bestyyyy:Dmellie wellie.i merge two pics.go figure it out XDthe two child.lying in e middle of e road.ashley loves.and firdaus loves.we're vain:D clubbing tyme:Dwheee.hungry hungry teo.eating:Doutside ZOUK.lols.e front desk girl

2008-01-01T06:38:00.000+08:00

today is NEW YEARS DAY:Di had tremendous fun this yr.4 e first tyme i didn't spend my tymerotting @ home while watching tv.and counting dwn:Di was out with e loves.wheee:Dsupposed to go out with mellie2.but stupid dad HAD to spoil e plan.pffftt.so i cld only go out AFTER he leftfor work.so i met my other bestyy after tt..lols.guess wadd??i had my FIRST ALCOHOL XDboo...i noe i noe.tell me abt

2007-12-26T07:31:00.000+08:00

How could the one i gave my heart to, break my heart so bad?How could the one who made me happy, make me feel so sad? Wont somebody tell me, so i can understand, if you love me, How could you hurt me like that? How could the one i gave my world to, throw my world away? How could the one who said "i love you" say the things you say? How could the one i was so true to,just tell me lies? How could

2007-12-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

Didicazli - Dambaan Cinta Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hatiAndainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyiRenungan mata bukan pandangan biasa Bertahun andai terjalin hingga waktu iniGurauan mesra menghiasi masa kita bersamaSemakin berputik perasaan ini Kini baru ku sedariSelama ini kau ku sayangiAndai bukan itu hakikatnyaMengapa rindu yang ku rasa Mungkin tiada ku fahamiTidak dapat ku

2007-12-06T03:43:00.000+08:00

Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melted to the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t

2007-11-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

updates for 28th nov:)went to somewhere with nadira:Dit was my FIRST tyme meeting her ehh.hahahas.well.it was gd i guess:Dno awkward moments whatsoever.we just talk talk talk talk and talk.lols.get the picture?yeaps.so went to this place.supposedly to studyy.buttt.as usual.ended up e attentiongot totally diverted k..mine was towards someone.nadira was TOTALLY distracted by tt huge mirror ryte

2007-11-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

cmat bunga taking pics of flowers.e mr gayy is my course:Dhehs.really he's 24/7 gayy:Dhappy lahhs.he's very str8.he is e mr PORN in class.pffft.he makes ppl watch porn.tskk.this is my job when boredom strikes during lectures:Dthis is prettyful syaza.wished i was in h3 instead.pfft.maybe skul isn't tt bad afterall:Dhmmmms.it's nice to hve someone who at least shows tt they care.tt's all tt

2007-11-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

there's this guy tt blew my mind.each tyme i think of him.all i wanna think abt ishow to make us closer each day.yet i am afraid.very much afraid if i were to make one simplest mistake.i may ruined everything:(every single lovely thingstt has been happening.this friendship i truly treasure.if you only knew-patti labelle"I must have rehearsed my lines a thousand times,Until I had them

2007-11-26T22:38:00.004+08:00

PFFFTTT.kooooooookoooooooooobooooooooooohoooooooTEO did that..pfftt.hahahas.anyways watched dreamgirls just now@ teo's place.so cosy leyyy his place.i like.so nice to just relax and watch sth.k maybe cos i was spared from my noisy family.lols.so yeah.it was rather quiet and peaceful.maybe cos only me him and his helper is@ home.lols.anyways.bck to e dreamgirls.i cried seyyy.tskk.i noe i noe.i

2007-11-26T22:38:00.003+08:00

BORED!!!

2007-11-26T22:38:00.001+08:00

lalaalaalalaspffft.

2007-11-23T11:46:00.000+08:00

PFFFTT!!why must u be sosweet?hurhur.and why must ibe so easily tempt:(arghs.she's attacheddamnit.hello.babes.get tt in ur head!!!arghs.u crazy is it?why did u get urselfinto this soup??spare a tot 4 her gf.put urself in her shoes.blah blah blah..buttt.what abt me?ppl are all bothered abtwhat others sayy.but me.what abt me?my feelings 4 her?i hve to kill it just cos she'sattached:(pffft.it's my

2007-11-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

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